Check out past publications & exhibitions here: http://coffeetownpress.com/elenabotts/links/
…exhibits such as Red Hook Artist Collective Bard & St.Margarets Exhibits, Lake Anne RCC Exhibits, Berlin Soup’s “Your Eye” installation, Berlin “Box City” project, in Arterie Fine Arts Gallery, in the Greater Reston Art Center, Fe Gallery, Whitney Gallery, in DebtFair, in the Unitarian Universalist Church of Sterling, in The Galleries at Takoma Park, Greenpoint Gallery, Art Impact USA, and exhibits at Bard College including the Visual Learning Exhibition, & involvements with Reston Public Art Club and Initiative for Public Art Reston..
St.Margaret’s Red Hook Artist Collective “Lost” Show Red Hook, NY
Fe Gallery Sacramento, CA
Whitney Center in Pittsfield, MA
Potentially at Lake Anne Gallery, Reston, VA this fall/holiday season & more upcoming
more art online at o-mourning-dove.tumblr.com
I keep thinking about the ruler of the universe, you know the one who controls the aquatic symphonies, the tides. He has a cat, a gingery thing that will leave his side and often but somehow remains like a piece of his face only you wouldn’t think of his face you’ll never remember his face quite even after you’ve met him and maybe it’s this way for a lot of people but for some reason. His face makes you remember a lot of things but these are as unspeakable as the planet in its slow revolutions of the sun and nothing ready to the mind, you cannot speak.
He lives in a small house. Here there is a table and a cat, a gingery thing that eludes him somehow more or less than all the ether that he cannot convince himself is real. He doesn’t believe in anything, he says. Most especially not himself and that is why I recall him so fondly, perhaps he is a generation of my own eroding. Maybe it is fond to know little or nothing or perhaps it is endearing to us who know mostly of failings and less of things that stick and stick and stick like stars or even the constellations of skin, so fixed is my vision on impermanence, so broken my bones by merely the thought of it and breath just another thing to carry me out of this world. Had I known myself enough here to know this place.
He lives by the sea, but we all do in our minds, anyway, ourselves forever wading or cresting. It depends on whether we are in it or of it, whether we could know it, or even the moon. He has a face like the moon and he breathes a cosmic wind that floats down and flutters me, my bones, my terrible unshakeable heart that I do anything and everything to annihilate. As oblivion was my first true love.
When you embrace the ruler of the universe, he only shivers and admits that he doesn’t know if he exists, let alone if there is a universe. The others often aim at convincing him, that yes, there is great care in the cosmos, even rabid desire and the minds of animals, even the salivating human animal, and that the spinning suns burning out implode for something after all, even the nethers of us. But he is. The cat has lost itself in the wave but pads out again, slim flank and a trim fish in mouth or maybe an imaginary fish, a scintillating thing that the felid devours madly, streaking the bones and ravening. They comfort the body of the ruler, hold him tight though he is unmoved, moves little. His body doesn’t speak fathoms and his eyes are forgettable to each of us. We hold him like nobody until we are released. He smiles at us and says he will soon return to his little shack on the rim of the great ocean on this planet that is smaller than most but on which he is lonesome, that is if one can be alone, that is if he is what he is and there is a shack crumbling and an ocean also and a rim of all things, though he says, and skuffles a foot into a dune, I cannot suppose that is so. I do not know.